ただいま～～

久しぶりにブログを帰っていたね～　最近ホントに忙しすぎる、私もホントに疲れた。毎日の寝ることもタイヘンだ。今の気持ちは誰にも分からない。私、家に帰りたいな、毎日食べて、寝るって、遊んで、友達を見てて、それは幸せのことをと思うわ。

:-)

A smile is representing the happiness in the face and the good of mood that person is. But things can be changed through a smile as well. The smile that we got is actually not the true face of that person, it's the cover that have been made to make people think that he or she's happy.. The smile also the tears from the particular person. 

Dear God,

         I hope that you will give me the strength to face every problem well and make people accept me for who I am, what I am doing. Make them open their eyes to see the real thing instead of just making jokes with them..

SAD...

The point that i put this 3 broken heart doesn't mean that i have broken my heart 3 times, but the meaning was that i am the one making myself didn't succeed in love for 3 times. and now recently i got one more broken heart because i already realize that i'm in love with the wrong person, and very wrong for me to look at it. maybe the one that cannot be paste back into one piece again. I FELT SO SORRY FOR MYSELF, AND I WOULD BE GLAD IF THAT PARTICULAR PERSON DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THIS INCIDENT...

涙が綺麗のところ。。。

実は”涙が綺麗くない”と思った。
なぜなら私も分からないです。
でもね、最近、私の涙が降れてる。
寂しくない、でも、降った。

涙が振れる時、綺麗のところが見た。
綺麗の色と光。

分からないよ。。。

どうして私が振れているの？
天気か？
疲れたか？
そしたら好きな人いるか？

もうわかないや。。。

最近、私がちょっと不利の感じが気がする。
ルームメートも話した事がない。
私のせいかな。

神様、私、何が出来ることがあるかな？
助けてください。。。

楽しいかった！！！！

今日ね、あたしが好きな人が出会ってました。緊張するけれど、うれしい。ナベも食べるしいアイスも食べた。ホントに楽しいかった。。。

Headache..

*speechless*

no words that i can post anymore.. as the last day of the year, i'm thinking of not going to sleep tonight and enjoy the whole day, but maybe some people will think as a crazy thing to be done. what is better than a goodnight sleep and dreams inside the blanket? well.. maybe i can be a crazy girl for a day.. haha..

WELCOME 2012!!!!!!