Jump~~??

Almost every day I looked down from the second floor. When I looked down, I was thinking what will happen if I jump down from there, and the question keep on repeating the same almost every day. Now, I felt very down and disappointed for every that I've done. No matter how hard working I am, no one will sees it or cares about it. That's great... I doesn't belong here anyway. I wonder if I jump down from up there, will people care about me? Will they be honest to me, treat me as their friend? Maybe I should try it out someday, I think no one will cares about me if I died just like that after all...