助けて！！

最近、どういう風に　｢助けて！｣　の言い方もう忘れた

その理由はまだ知らない

人を助けた方が良いっと思って

いつも他の人の想いを考えて

自分のことはもう大丈夫だと

実は寂しいよ

その考え方法は

その時、自分を傷つけてもう分からない

とっても痛いです、凄く痛いです

o(╥﹏╥)o

I'm Crazy!!!!!!

Due to the recent rush, I became crazier than ever..
Not to mention the overloaded assignments, same goes to the tests..
Well, trying to laugh non-stop in class is a good thing to clear my mind for a while..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

キミの声聞きたいです~~~

いつも一緒なのに、何故私と話さないの？
私はどこで悪いの？
それは知りたいよ

そんな毎日過ごしたのは嫌だよ

昔のように、声かけて
ちゃんと、私と
お願いします～

Sorry for everything

I'm sorry if I ever said the wrong words to you...
I'm sorry if I ever hurt your hearts from words...
I'm sorry if I used the wrong words or ways to you...
I'm sorry if I really exposed something I shouldn't..
I'm just so sorry for everything..
Please forgive me..
And remind me if I ever doing it again and again..
I really appreciate it..
Thank you so much...

Jump~~??

Almost every day I looked down from the second floor. When I looked down, I was thinking what will happen if I jump down from there, and the question keep on repeating the same almost every day. Now, I felt very down and disappointed for every that I've done. No matter how hard working I am, no one will sees it or cares about it. That's great... I doesn't belong here anyway. I wonder if I jump down from up there, will people care about me? Will they be honest to me, treat me as their friend? Maybe I should try it out someday, I think no one will cares about me if I died just like that after all...

Yeah~~ Keep on pranking me..

I'm so stupid to believe that people are starting to like me.. I mean at least they wont think negative whenever they sees me.. But in the end there are more people are trying to play with me, my feelings, the most important thing in my life. Yes, I do realize that I'm not that beautiful or cute, and my way of conversation is a little bit arrogant, but at least I won't play with their feelings or anything. I will treat them as a normal person.

Recently I can see that they start to play me. Just to make fun of me. Even I was eating crying to myself and keep on reminding to stay strong. But I just need some guide to help me go be strong, and stay by my side. I need someone that can keep on advising me, rather than just play with me..  For all this while, I am acting as an cheerful person, but deep down inside... I'm a sad, lonely girl with no one actually be with me. I thought I found someone, but the reality is, I was hurt by the words that person always say to me..

Now I'm just a living corpse...

ただいま～～

久しぶりにブログを帰っていたね～　最近ホントに忙しすぎる、私もホントに疲れた。毎日の寝ることもタイヘンだ。今の気持ちは誰にも分からない。私、家に帰りたいな、毎日食べて、寝るって、遊んで、友達を見てて、それは幸せのことをと思うわ。